Welcome to the year of 2010!!
I can't sleep, I am thinking that I am thinking too much. haha I have a lot on my mind. First off I realize how much a blog is an online journal, I will probably, most likely, be making my blog private here soon.. once and when I can figure it out. I still don't know how I feel about this new year, my feelings are all over the page. I know what I want in life, and all the things that I want to experience, like tonight I want to better my cooking "skills" and take cooking classes, but that consists of having lots of green, I have other things to pay for and I don't even have A JOB!
Everyone around me is getting married, where are these girlfriends of mine finding these guys?? My Student ward isn't really cuttin it (but maybe it will).. but where else do you go to meet them?
And I suppose that going on a mission is still on my mind.. BUT only because I feel there is nothing else going for me. But is it seriously the RIGHT thing? I feel not so much... my desires are in a different chapter.
What will this New Year Bring me? I wish I could be more in tune and receive more insight as to where my life will end up for 2010.
P.S. Can I mention for some STUPID reason how much it scares me to turn 23 . . . LAME
yes you can mention that if I can mention I've got one on you--try 28! AAAH!! I'd like to say I have gray hairs to look forward to, but who am I kidding? I got gray hairs the day Makaya was born. 30 keeps getting scarier the closer I get....Anyway, off my age soap box ;) You definitely have been doing some thinking! I know things will work out for you...the timing thing got to me too....still is. Anyway, keep your chin up and stay close to the Lord. :) As far as making your blog private....go into your dashboard, into settings then into privacy...I think that's it...then you just add everyone's email address to the permissions list (those you want reading your blog). :) Good luck! :)
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